July 13, 2003

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  Yesterday was a bad day for me, it was really difficult to think of any blessings the way it all went.  I did think of some in the am and consentrated on them during the day becuase that is what kept me afloat.  I didn't write them down and I should have, but I was so sick and felt just all around yucky that I didn't.  I could barely consentrate.  So anyway, here we are again.  I had a better day as far as emotions, but I have felt horrible.  I have been sleeping all of the morning and some this afternoon.  I will be going to bed again this eve after I am done with blogging because I have been struggling so much with so many histamines in my body that after two weeks of it, I am finally crashing and my body is saying... hey wait, this is just too much.  The doctor put me on prednisone yesterday, a very high dose and so that has helped with the itching and the histamines, but it has really hurt my fibromyalgia and I hurt all over much more than I have been and so that is difficult too.  I have still done some of the housework etc that I need to do, but not as much as I would like to have done.  I have just been to miserable.  That is partly why I am just now getting to blogging.  I have been wanting to all day, but haven't.  This may not make much sense since I am not very focused... not sure why, maybe I can blame it on fibro or prednisone, but anyway.  I want to write what my blessings are today, my circle of words the second half and then write down my emotional and food journal, my cleaning that I have done, and my excersize journal, but we will see how far I actually get lol

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