July 31, 2003
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Thank you all so much for all your comments and support of my Whining and Complaining log. I haven't really been worth much the last several days. After Sun when I wrote that blog, things simply got worse and as of Tue night, I did leave all my groups and I didn't post here or even read my SIRs. I since then have done a bit better, joined some of the groups again, and limited more of what I am doing. As of today, I am still really depressed over several things. I have been blogging, but... only in private mode, most of it is way too depressing to have in the public eye. Not that I am ashamed of it or anything like that. I try and be an open book and tell the truth and nothing is secret any more. I lived like that for too long and I believe that everything needs to be out in the light now. I believe that, but doing it is something else... working at it. I am in tears reading all the comments on the above blog... thank you. I really wish I had more to give right now, but I really don't. I am working at it. Marlin is feeling so lousy due to changes in his medication that he is supporting me as much as he can, but that isn't much right now. Right now, I am very needy and I am clinging onto my Jesus right now... I am running to Jesus often and clinging to Him! Thank you all for your prayers. I have met some really wonderful people here in Xanga land.
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